I will work for Mammoth this winter while getting physical therapy. I will find a way. I will work for Yellowstone/a National Park this summer. I will get my EMT training at SBCC the following Fall. I will fulfill these dreams. Failure is not an option. I am the captain of my own fate. Control your life. Don’t let life control you. I can do anything I fucking want. I am a fucking unicorn. And fuck anybody who say I’m not. What you think, you become. Think success, be success.
Dear the troubled and anxious,
Fuck the status quo. Fuck school. You need a career, not mass amounts of debt. Fucking being a consumer. Fuck giving in. Those meaningless things you give in to buying will devalue and rot over time. They will not make you happy. Do what you really want to do in this life. Don’t let anyone try and stop you. They don’t have your mindset. They don’t know you. You only get one chance at this things called life so follow your passion. Follow love. If you follow the status quo, you are not a leader. You’re a mindless follower. You’re a fucking number. A fucking statistic. The status quo does not want you to be a hero, a legend. Greatness and success come from within. Let me ask you something, if you were to die are this moment would you be fulfilled with what you were doing with your life and where it was going? If not, change it. Use the free will you have towards your advantage. Realize that there is an end, a nothingness to come. You will die. Decompose in the ground. Become worm food. Will you be remembered? Or a distant memory? You have that choice right now. While you are still alive. If you are afraid to follow you passion and leave the status quo, just remember that you create your own demons. Your own fears. Since you create them, you also have the magnificent power to destroy them. It is just a mind game. He is a faker and a delusion. Take control of your mind, and then you will know peace. Lose everything. Hit bottom. Really hit bottom. This is where freedom is found. From there rebuild to what you really want to be, regardless of the status quo, propaganda, and brainwashing. If this is completed properly, freedom will remain. Your life absolutely depends on devouring freedom. Hunt freedom down like Ted Bundy hunted his victims. Freedom is love. Freedom is passion. Freedom is creating more than you consume. The American Dream is psychotic. The American Dream is solitary confinement The American Dream is slavery. No one else can define your freedom for you. That is only up to you.